April has always been an especially painful month for me. One that I dreaded for it reflected back to me how alone and disconnected I truly was. During this time of “celebration” I always felt I was living a lie. Each year I turn, the more I found that April was the month that felt like a great energy had become the judge, jury and executioner of my life. I stood before this greater being, also known as my ego, and testified why I was ready to move onto another year of my sacred life. I shared all the learnings and tried to prove my worth. As this was happening, I noticed all the lessons from the past year were being re-created. Well crafted, finely tuned, and brilliantly executed for me as my final test.
I am quite dramatic, aren’t I? Talk about how a Cosmic Warrior Priestess creates a reality where she must fight the demon (my self-doubt), slay the darkness (my shadow), and save the world from extinction (my soul).
What if I changed my perspective around this and chose to remove a layer or shift the game slightly? I can do that since I am the sole creator of my experience and the way I am personally perceiving it.
Enter April’s Warrior Priestess Book of Magic.
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This year, as I turn 40, I am standing in the arena already having won my battle. I’ve lived, and and I feel strong and alive. I reached 40 having almost died once, having been physically attacked several times, having been persecuted in past lives, and I’ve continued to show up everyday.
Therefore, this year, I choose to continue on my path as a priestess, already feeling in alignment and humbly worthy of my place in this world. I don’t fear lack of wisdom, judgement from others around my knowledge, or even limited amount of abundance I can co-create. I shall have new lessons that I will be learning in my 40’s but it won’t be one from not knowing who I am or what I have to offer.
My birthday blessing is: may each of you, Cosmic Warrior Priestesses, also feel you have the ability to let go of the doubt that you are worthy, that you know enough, or that you have what it takes to be out in the world doing your magical deeds.